I laugh at my old self :))

I remember the days when I would post a blog in multiply about a person whom I really hate or get irritated to.

The days when I would rant and vent out everything about the stressful work in school. And cry to everyone for help. or advice. whatever

The days when I was so obsessed with my crush. She was mentioned on almost all of my blogs, with a codename of course. Yeah, I know right? She. :))

The times when I blog almost everyday or even more than once a day because I just feel like it. But mind you, they're all nonsense. I just seek attention.

The emotional blogs I wrote which I am laughing at right now. I've been a silly girl, I swear.
I remember the pictures I posted.

pictures of starbucks cup with my name on it because it's sooo "uso".

pictures with my friends having fun wearing our plaid or gala uniforms because we look so cool wearing those. more pictures with friends, better.

pictures with the ever so vain komu. album pictures would prolly exceed 100 or 200.

I remember asking people to comment on my multiply because it would be really cool if a lot of people would comment on it. like 50+ comments would really cheer me up.

I remember posting funny videos. Those that would immediately catch attention and comments!

Those with precious memories that I can share with the people I love, hate, whatever.

Childish.

I see myself in the posts of the lower batches. of the younger people. I saw me in them somehow. I find it funny. :)) No offense :)

Now, I realized that I've become different. No more hate blogs. No more nonsense posts. (if it's nonsense I post it privately). And I'm not posting this to get lots and lots of comments. I'm posting this for the people to see. For all the multiply-ers who knew me since second year. just viewers. you can still comment though if you know you should say something :))

Once, I had my chance to prove that I have grown up. People thought I was when I had a boyfriend. But because of that fear of growing up, I masked myself with the old me. Again, how childish. I don't blame others why they won't buy my "innocent" act. I was kinda caught up in between. (I'm still innocent though. Innocence is different from being childish)

Anyway, I am now surrounded by people who treat me differently.Them, who had no idea of my life in the past. Clean slate. Now, I feel like a normal person. Something that I've been wanting to feel. So I guess this is it. Bye highschool Athena. I'll miss youuuuu.

hindi ako emo okay. eww no no. :))